How much potential do I have in 45 minutes? 1,500+ words.

FINALLY. Just finally.

I started to write in a new series that I’m currently working on and it happens to be going very well so far. I mean I think I figured out my true potential for writing stories, which is that in under 45 minutes about, I can literally spill about 1,500 words or a little more! How crazy is that?

I will let you guys know what this series is going to be when I have finished the first REGULAR book. I don’t want to give details on what it will be until the first book, or at least a rough draft of it, is complete. I’m leaving you guys hanging on the edge this time! HA!

I will give you a hint though: This series happens to be a part of my WILD imagination AND it also is a series where experiences I’m currently or will go through in the future happen, even in the first book possibly. I’m not a 100% sure yet! I’m also having trouble with that sentence I typed where I gave the hint…

The heck? Something is wrong with me! Maybe not! I have no idea!

Not only that but I now have 50+ followers on my blog…oh my.

Gotta keep writing!

I’m so sorry you guys that I haven’t been blogging for who knows how long now! College is really coming to an end for the semester and I’ll be honest that things are not getting any easier at this point.

That being said, I will try my hardest, literally my hardest, in order to get done what I want to get done! Hard work will pay off eventually and the only way to keep going with all this hard work I’m trying my best to do…is to keep going!

I also just remembered as I was typing this that I have a possible song that I really should upload to CD Baby. This song happens to be a remake of Mastermind, basically a 2016 edit! REMEMBER THOUGH that this song is an EXCLUSIVE song so it will only be available to purchase on CD Baby and possibly my Facebook Page too! Will be available soon for $1.29!

Let’s hope that I CAN keep going this time as I now have 40 FOLLOWERS! HA!

The only way I’ll keep getting followers is if I just keep posting dang net!

Just Starting Off…Again…

Wow this piece of writing I’ve done yesterday took me about 30 MINUTES!

The heck? Why would it take me so long…? Well it’s probably because I’ve been not handwriting for some time and the fact that I kind of suck at endurance for writing by hand. Just need to try harder that’s for sure!

I’m also having trouble with music these days too so I think I’m going to concentrate on what I do best which is everything else not related to making music. As I’m typing this up, I think my typing has gotten faster! I don’t know yet but who knows!

I’m going to try my very best to keep up with this handwritten journal of mine and of course A Life to Write as well! To top things off I STILL need to get going on my other creations I’m currently working on too! Man I’m busy…HA!

Enjoy my blog posts and want to see what potential someone with autism has? Follow me EVERYWHERE!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 5

11-8-2016

Entry 5

 

What was I thinking? Not journal for some time and here I am typing away? What was going on with me? Falling behind on everything. Not again!

 

It’s been a couple of hours now since I last wrote in my journal A Life to Write and my brain is fried from doing all of this math. Yes. I’m in a math class that couldn’t get any harder than this since I’m average in that class currently. I’m hoping that the test retake I’m going to do will happen to be a better grade than what happened before which was where I happen to be border line failing. It was something like a D- or something but I know I can do better than that!

I’m also hoping to meet up with this friend of mine at 2PM as well. This friend is from my math class BUT I just remembered that she has a class at 2:30PM! No! How could I forget that? Can’t believe myself. And I thought a movie about my life told in a strange way was going to work but apparently not!

Frustrated and frustrated with everything. Have got to meet more new people these days. Only problem with doing that is my confidence along with me making the first move. Very hard these days. Too hard to even describe how I feel when I try to do stuff like that.

Yeah I’m too frustrated currently so I’ll stop journaling for now.

Hopefully nothing bad will happen in the future as I’ve already been through enough.

ZEON: THE SERIES (A GRAND KDS Creation)

What’s up guys? You are looking at a picture that happens to be the OFFICIAL logo for my fictional series ZEON!

The reason why I decided to write this series for who knows how long now is because it is not only to explore how crazy my imagination can get but also because I want to do something in life that will not only inspire myself but inspire others too.

The way this series will work is like a TV show so don’t expect all the books in this series to be novel length. They will most likely be about 20,000-35,000 words each so it’s still being determined. But what about the so called ZEONIC EPICS? THAT right there is a TBA as I’m still working on getting the first book done.

If you want to find out what the so called Zeonic Epics are, follow my blog and stay informed! The only way I will reveal to you guys what those epics would be is only if I keep getting requests from you guys to know what they are! BUT if I do reach to the end of the first volume, then I will reveal what they are!

All depends on what will happen in the future!

ZEON: THE SERIES. First book coming soon!

***AVAILABLE IN EBOOK FORMAT ONLY.***

I discovered WHAT??? Zodiac Sign Describes KDS COMPLETELY

Wow is all I can say because I was looking at my zodiac sign for my birthday thanks to a friend and let me tell you that it was pretty much accurate for describing who I am. I happened to be Aries. Better remember that now that’s for sure!

What I found out about this sign is that Aries happens to be in a rhythmic existence. What I also found out is that it is full of creativity, one of the career choices is writing, and I even saw that I like to be the CENTER FOR ATTENTION! How crazy is that???

Now since I know what my Zodiac sign is thanks to my friend, I can now unlock possibly the secrets to discover who I am and even who my soulmate could be too! It looks like I’ve been given a key to opening the gates that will lead to a new realm.

Even though last night was extremely difficult for me, I still got through it. The only thing I can hope for now as I continue on through life is to see where luck REALLY is.

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 3

10-17-2016

Entry 3

 

At my college right now and let me tell you that the Wi-Fi at this campus sucks! I can’t even get onto my blog just to reply to a comment I’ve gotten on a post. What is going on here?

But anyways I’m on a mission. There was someone I asked out a couple of weeks ago and for the first time ever, the response was POSITIVE. Something like that is so rare for that kind of moment to happen. However, there’s a problem that keeps repeating in my head: I wanted someone for so long but did I ask her out because I was desperate or did I really mean it? I guess time is the only way to tell if she was the one or not. We do have some things in common, including with music though. I’m just stumped.

Oh yeah! I just remembered something! There’s at least one table in the cafeteria I’m in that is always so noisy. Well for the most part there’s that one table but I don’t think the people that are loud are here today. Good thing I’m one of the few percent that happens to be a special gem.

Maybe I didn’t mean myself like that but you get what I mean! I could be special after all!

I wonder when some of my friends will be coming today. I didn’t see any in the cafeteria yet but hopefully they will come, including the person I asked out. I also just remembered that there is something called an Open Mic Night that’s this Wednesday! I’m definitely doing it so I can show people some of my potential cause let me tell you that I really do have it for the most part. Even though I did fail one time at a different campus when I performed, that doesn’t stop me!

I’ve typed a lot so I’m going to break it here. More to come later today I hope!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 2

10-16-2016

Entry 2

 

Think of a butterfly. Now think of it as if it’s carrying a kind of mood that I’m feeling. Now think of me catching the butterfly and capturing the moment of how it was feeling. This is exactly what I’ve been trying to do and I thought of it just now: Catching the times I’m always moody. It may sound easy at first but as life goes on it can get very tricky, especially since I’ve been trying to journal while being moody.

This is why I should always journal no matter what mood I’m in. It will reveal what the meaning of a journal is. Without meaning, life is basically pointless. Hard to think about it these days don’t you think?

Now hopefully this week won’t be as bad as I thought it would be for the most part because it’s not starting off good. Can’t seem to get started on some projects or continue with them, including with this album I was working on called Mastermind Reloaded. I just can’t make music anymore. Turns out that it’s just an extra hobby of mine.

The main one though may be writing. I’m not positive yet.

Holy cow! How did I write all of this text in the last couple of minutes? I must be pretty good with journal I say. I just need to remember to keep posting those entries onto my WordPress Blog so the entire world can see what I’ve been trying to do.

Man this is a big pain in the butt because I was keeping track of how may posts I’ve written before hitting 500 posts. I think I need to stop that mainly because all it’s doing is adding up more stress towards my life as I’m already stressed out enough. Luckily though, I still have a chance to keep going through all these obstacles.

Let’s do this then: I’m going to stop putting that number (i.e. 234/500) in my posts because all it’s doing is adding more stress to both me and the blog itself. Instead I will STOP counting how many posts and total views I’ve had since day one of the blog. I really need to stop looking at those stats of mine because all it’s doing is that it’s not making me focus that well in ANYTHING.

Maybe that’s why I’m always worked up for everything. I look at the big picture way too much! Perhaps what I should do is focus on smaller pictures that make up the big one which I hopefully can do. Also as I go on with this journal, I also must not look at the word count too much or I will start to get startled by it. Like as of now, I’m looking at it and it’s distracting me since it’s already at 4 digits.

What is going on with me again? I’m really distracted. Maybe I should take a break for sure now and post the previous entry onto my blog right now!

A LIFE TO WRITE: A New Creation By KDS

I’m presenting a new journal that I’m doing that will be available for EVERYONE to see for free on my blog called A LIFE TO WRITE. It will be about what everyday life is like while having autism, presented in a day by day journal format.

Now you’re probably wondering why I didn’t think of something like this earlier. Well it’s because of all these problems I’ve been having (Like always) along with not having enough time to do something like this. But guess what? I’m going to try my very best to do something where all of you guys can see what my potential could really be.

This book will be available on my blog starting TODAY. Everyday, expect a new entry to come. I will also start a new category where it contains EVERYTHING that is involved with A Life To Write.

I’ll be honest that this will be a big pain for me to do on my blog but it will be worth it at the end in the long run.

Keep checking out my blog for more exciting posts, old and new!

Wish me luck on this “pain in the butt” task!

21/500 KDS Going Mobile

My first blog post from the mobile app! Sorry if I’m missing some tags because this is a little more complicated than posting from my laptop. But anyways I’ll get used to this app hopefully!

So I guess what I should start to do is that every time I’m on the bus, I SHOULD write a blog post mainly because I want to be sure that I’m still posting frequently. It’s the only way at this point where I will get known to so many others as well.

Also be sure to keep checking back on my blog because I WILL be releasing a new album soon. Like very soon! Either next week or even this week soon! We’ll see what will happen in the future.

Now to see if I can meet new people for once so I can not only increase my social life but also increase my chances of getting known to the public too!