Mechanical Keyboards Are So Much Better Than Those Thin Keyboards!

I don’t know why many companies are starting to switch to those really thin keyboards these days. It’s like I DO like the way technology is changing these days BUT there are just certain things I’m just not liking including the fact that all keyboards are starting to change to those futuristic thin ones.

There are reasons why I think mechanical keyboards are so much better than those future ones. It’s mainly because of feel and sounds from them. Of course they are an old school thing because they just are but I bet that I’m not the only one that happens to like those things.

Some people just prefer to even go completely old fashion including with books too before you know it! To me, it’s a matter of just keeping things balanced with the old and the new. Hopefully you guys get what I mean!

Also to be honest that I typed all of this text you just read with a mechanical keyboard…HA!

Just Starting Off…Again…

Wow this piece of writing I’ve done yesterday took me about 30 MINUTES!

The heck? Why would it take me so long…? Well it’s probably because I’ve been not handwriting for some time and the fact that I kind of suck at endurance for writing by hand. Just need to try harder that’s for sure!

I’m also having trouble with music these days too so I think I’m going to concentrate on what I do best which is everything else not related to making music. As I’m typing this up, I think my typing has gotten faster! I don’t know yet but who knows!

I’m going to try my very best to keep up with this handwritten journal of mine and of course A Life to Write as well! To top things off I STILL need to get going on my other creations I’m currently working on too! Man I’m busy…HA!

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A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 3

10-17-2016

Entry 3

 

At my college right now and let me tell you that the Wi-Fi at this campus sucks! I can’t even get onto my blog just to reply to a comment I’ve gotten on a post. What is going on here?

But anyways I’m on a mission. There was someone I asked out a couple of weeks ago and for the first time ever, the response was POSITIVE. Something like that is so rare for that kind of moment to happen. However, there’s a problem that keeps repeating in my head: I wanted someone for so long but did I ask her out because I was desperate or did I really mean it? I guess time is the only way to tell if she was the one or not. We do have some things in common, including with music though. I’m just stumped.

Oh yeah! I just remembered something! There’s at least one table in the cafeteria I’m in that is always so noisy. Well for the most part there’s that one table but I don’t think the people that are loud are here today. Good thing I’m one of the few percent that happens to be a special gem.

Maybe I didn’t mean myself like that but you get what I mean! I could be special after all!

I wonder when some of my friends will be coming today. I didn’t see any in the cafeteria yet but hopefully they will come, including the person I asked out. I also just remembered that there is something called an Open Mic Night that’s this Wednesday! I’m definitely doing it so I can show people some of my potential cause let me tell you that I really do have it for the most part. Even though I did fail one time at a different campus when I performed, that doesn’t stop me!

I’ve typed a lot so I’m going to break it here. More to come later today I hope!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 2

10-16-2016

Entry 2

 

Think of a butterfly. Now think of it as if it’s carrying a kind of mood that I’m feeling. Now think of me catching the butterfly and capturing the moment of how it was feeling. This is exactly what I’ve been trying to do and I thought of it just now: Catching the times I’m always moody. It may sound easy at first but as life goes on it can get very tricky, especially since I’ve been trying to journal while being moody.

This is why I should always journal no matter what mood I’m in. It will reveal what the meaning of a journal is. Without meaning, life is basically pointless. Hard to think about it these days don’t you think?

Now hopefully this week won’t be as bad as I thought it would be for the most part because it’s not starting off good. Can’t seem to get started on some projects or continue with them, including with this album I was working on called Mastermind Reloaded. I just can’t make music anymore. Turns out that it’s just an extra hobby of mine.

The main one though may be writing. I’m not positive yet.

Holy cow! How did I write all of this text in the last couple of minutes? I must be pretty good with journal I say. I just need to remember to keep posting those entries onto my WordPress Blog so the entire world can see what I’ve been trying to do.

Man this is a big pain in the butt because I was keeping track of how may posts I’ve written before hitting 500 posts. I think I need to stop that mainly because all it’s doing is adding up more stress towards my life as I’m already stressed out enough. Luckily though, I still have a chance to keep going through all these obstacles.

Let’s do this then: I’m going to stop putting that number (i.e. 234/500) in my posts because all it’s doing is adding more stress to both me and the blog itself. Instead I will STOP counting how many posts and total views I’ve had since day one of the blog. I really need to stop looking at those stats of mine because all it’s doing is that it’s not making me focus that well in ANYTHING.

Maybe that’s why I’m always worked up for everything. I look at the big picture way too much! Perhaps what I should do is focus on smaller pictures that make up the big one which I hopefully can do. Also as I go on with this journal, I also must not look at the word count too much or I will start to get startled by it. Like as of now, I’m looking at it and it’s distracting me since it’s already at 4 digits.

What is going on with me again? I’m really distracted. Maybe I should take a break for sure now and post the previous entry onto my blog right now!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 1

Chapter 1

10-15-2016

Entry 1

 

All the time. It happens all the time. Why is it that regret never ends with me? I just don’t get it anymore. I mean considering the fact that I’ve done nothing but so many attempts to finish something, nothing awesome has happened. Just the attempt and the regret of what I’ve done.

That ends tonight since I really want to finish something for once. This time every time I write an entry, I will post it onto my blog KDS for the world to see. Of course I may not get as many views or even visitors at the time currently but like they all say,” You’re never too late.”

I’ve always wondered what could happen these days with me. Went to some stores and guess what happened? Crowds. They drive me insane most of the time. Not like insane as in I would run out of the store in a panic like mode but insane as in I start to get flustered with what I’m thinking or doing during the time I’m stuck in one. If I were to be in FRONT of one though, that would be considered a different story.

Who am I? My name is listed in the cover of this journal. Why don’t you look at it and see what my name is? Got it? Okay. Let’s continue as we’re about to enter a journey of nothing but crazy happenings throughout life with autism. Me.

What is life? How did I get through life? What are the benefits of life? One thing I know for sure is one benefit which is the fact that life gives us a chance. An opportunity to grow and see things we’ve never thought possible.

So how did I start of becoming a writer?

It’s pretty simple to be honest. I just love to write! I don’t know why but I just do! There’s just something that happens to speak to me to write about even what’s going on in life. I just don’t know why but it happens. Too bad that as I go on in this journal I won’t be able to see pages of it in physical form because I’m only printing this rough draft ONCE. As in once this ENTIRE journal is complete, edited, and published, I will then print out a hard copy for myself to see how big it’s gotten.

Too bad though that this journal happens to be only one page long as I was typing this section of it. Not only that but I’ve decided to split it into two columns mainly because for some reason I can’t remember, this format makes us read quicker. Still don’t know why but it could be true. I think it also saves some space on the long run as well. Maybe I’m right or wrong. Could be wrong but who knows.

Man I’m really not having it right now. I’m trying so hard to type up this journal but it can be a challenge because of how much energy I’m using right now to just type this up. I really need some kind of crystal to help me get that energy back. It’s not an easy thing to get it back you know.

I’m hearing music from somewhere, basically the low frequencies of it. I think there could be a party going on at my new house somewhere. I really don’t know where though. Couldn’t pin point the exact location. I’m also feeling dehydrated currently because I didn’t drink enough water today.

What is going on with me? I even thought that asking someone out was a challenge but this ongoing problem I’m having now is really getting on my nerves. Man maybe I just need some water and some sleep since it is 9:51 currently.

Okay I think I really should put it to an end right now mainly because I’m starting to become sleepy. Hopefully I will, and I mean I WILL, continue this journal. If I can do it for AT LEAST 150 entries, basically one per day, I will be good.

Hopefully that party over there won’t keep me up all night. And I had to set it back on this journal to one column because of copy and pasting issues that arose just now.

A LIFE TO WRITE: A New Creation By KDS

I’m presenting a new journal that I’m doing that will be available for EVERYONE to see for free on my blog called A LIFE TO WRITE. It will be about what everyday life is like while having autism, presented in a day by day journal format.

Now you’re probably wondering why I didn’t think of something like this earlier. Well it’s because of all these problems I’ve been having (Like always) along with not having enough time to do something like this. But guess what? I’m going to try my very best to do something where all of you guys can see what my potential could really be.

This book will be available on my blog starting TODAY. Everyday, expect a new entry to come. I will also start a new category where it contains EVERYTHING that is involved with A Life To Write.

I’ll be honest that this will be a big pain for me to do on my blog but it will be worth it at the end in the long run.

Keep checking out my blog for more exciting posts, old and new!

Wish me luck on this “pain in the butt” task!

I wonder how people even find my blog…

I was just looking at my stats for the entire year on my WordPress blog and it appears that some of my views happen to be coming from the most uncommon places. They are common but to me they’re kind of uncommon.

Here’s what I want to ask to myself: How in the world do my viewers find my blog?

I saw that about 88 of the 400+ all time total views on my blog happen to be from US Google searches. I wonder how in the world they’ve managed to search me up while using search terms that could be uncommon. Maybe it’s all the posts I’ve been writing about. I honestly have no idea!

The good news is that I’ve possibly joined every single social network that I could’ve possibly joined for my blog so that way I don’t need to repost the same post to my different sites! Thank gosh for the instant sharing this blogging platform has created!

I wish there were more you can share your latest posts to. Maybe I should look that up and see what I come up with but I think the five platforms, including WordPress, is good enough for now.

Now if I can keep it up with all this posting and all that!