A thought came to me just now.
If I really wanted to do a journal about myself WHILE making it public, why didn’t I do it on this blog all along? I mean come on! This is a great way for me to get all the attention I’ve always wanted!
I guess I can say that I’m currently on post 16 out of 500 posts cause let me tell you something: I’m STILL doing the challenge for writing 500 posts! I can’t give up! I must keep going no matter what happens! I WILL reach 500 posts and when I do, I’ll reward myself with something that possibly would be too expensive for me to buy. HA!
But in all seriousness I must make sure that I keep going with this blog cause it WILL spread everywhere if I DO keep going with it. If I don’t, I’ll never be able to do what I’ve always wanted to do!
I wonder what I should do to make a creation happen…
Something that always bugs me all the time which is the fact that people just don’t know how my life works.
What’s even worse is that when I like someone, I wish she knew what I was going through. In fact I bet everyone would want to let other people know what their lives are too!
But here’s something interesting I found out last night: There’s a possibility that I could be having impulsivity, something inside my mind where my thoughts get stretched to beyond their limits. This was based on an extreme flip out I had last night.
The good news though is that yes I do break rules sometimes BUT I don’t break the law. What’s really going on is that I’m just having some difficulties with life and they just need to get fixed.
Back to what this post is about, there’s always one thought that comes to mind:
I WISH SHE KNEW.
As in I wish the one knew that I’m the one that she wanted. Okay maybe I fixate on this too much, especially on my blog, but like they all say:
IT GETS BETTER. And I DO believe that it does get better as soon as someone goes through the worst of times for example.
Also shoutout to my first two Tumblr followers! I want to say thanks to them for being the very first two followers on my Tumblr Blog!
Keep spreading the word you guys as more posts WILL be coming shortly!
One of the coolest things has happened to me yesterday where a higher power of the universe gave me an actual sign for what has happened during that time.
Here’s the story: I was looking at some geese and was trying to talk to them to see if they would actually listen to me. Turns out they couldn’t understand a THING I was saying to them even though geese can’t comprehend human language usually. HA!
But here’s the kicker. I looked up and saw a flock of birds that were flying. In fact there were about 150-200 of them! It was a big one wasn’t it now? However what happened was that they formed an actual HEART shape, flying towards my college campus. Then get this: they then formed a triangle that looked like an arrow. It was pointing to where I met one of my friends. During the time I was talking with my friend, that was when I found the missing piece to my life.
Let’s rewind shall we?
Back to where the birds were, here’s what I think the universe was saying to me. To get to LOVE, I must get the PIECE I was missing and they pointed in the right direction, the direction where my friend was at somewhat. It appears that the universe was and continues telling me to find the missing piece and to FIX IT UP to make myself working again.
Have any of you guys ever experience something where you might’ve thought it was a higher power of the universe trying to tell you something?
The universe is so unique in many different ways. Some of them happen to be the ones that I will follow.
Wow is all I can say because I forgot something very important from my last blog post.
It was the NUMBER before the post title! What was I thinking, thinking that I would be superhuman yet I would forget something?
Oh well! We humans do forget things somehow!
At least the good news is that I’m still going strong with the posting to my blog currently!
I also want to tell you guys something when I get the chance to, possibly in the next post. It will be about how yesterday I got a sign from a higher power of the universe possibly. I’ll be honest that what I witness happened to be true. It was where I followed something to find the missing piece to my life, also known as FIX (Fix Myself).
Well anyways, I was also looking at other peoples blog posts, basically about how some hit over 1,000 posts and where one actually had a blog for over a DECADE and had OVER 10,000 POSTS! Now THAT happened to be a crazy one!
I really should write the post about the sign a higher power of the universe told me about should I now?
My quest continues…
Planning and productivity must get going for me or else things won’t fall into place the way I want it to. Here’s what I did so far: Not only in my last post was where I talked about the missing piece in my life that was found but also last night, I started a new planner.
Here’s the catch: This planner I’m doing is a custom made one! A DIY one in fact! All I needed was this notebook I got in August and a pencil. Now I’m chucking away with what I’m doing for this new thing.
As far as my productivity goes, It’s good but not great. I’m hoping that this productiveness I’m trying to do WILL start to ignite one day. I guess it will only happen if I were to keep going and all that.
I’ve always wondered though…what is the longest blog post ever written? Or even better for me to say, has anyone ever reached thousands to TENS OF THOUSANDS of blog posts throughout their lifetime??? I really want to know!
After all of those years for me searching for those missing pieces, I finally got advice from someone and this is what they told me:
For now just focus on fixing YOU and lifting your own weight before you can lift someone else’s weight. Focus on your education, not girls, and it will happen. Try harder than ever. You’re on campus for an education.
What was said above was close to what this person told me as I was walking around campus today. It’s not EXACT to what this person told me however it appears amazingly that the missing piece WAS there all along. Must’ve been in front of me all this time that’s for sure!
I guess the missing piece was known as not happiness, not love, not even confidence and motivation, but something known as FIX. Hopefully you guys get what I mean cause I know exactly what I’m doing this weekend!
Even if the worst get’s in my way, let’s make something GRAND.
You guys may not know this but guess what my biggest problem is currently?
Is it making friends? No. Is it my blog? Nope. Is it my blog wanting attention? Still no! Do I need to improve my Thanksgiving Ediquette? Okay maybe not that but here’s what it is:
Finding a significant other.
And what is the best tip ever to finding him/her?
Not expecting it is one thing.
A higher power of the universe telling you when you’re ready is a different story.
It is true! The universe is very unique in an infinite amount of ways! In fact this is why I’m making all of these new friends because the universe might be giving me signs for who that special someone could really be. It’s not just my blog you know.
It’s also what I’m doing in life too!
Hopefully she WILL find me even today! I just don’t know. The only way to find out is to not only NOT expect it but also keep meeting new people until the one has been met!
Chances of that could be 1 in about 100-10,000 people. Those are the ESTIMATED odds. It’s not completely true that this could be the case for how many people I meet but it just gives you an idea.
If you have a significant other, comment on this post saying how you found the one!