I wish something would happen…

Very suckish…

Wish something would happen right now. As if a miracle would happen currently but of course that ain’t happening.

All those times I could’ve blogged on my blog. Really must remember that every post I write would be shared automatically to my four other social media sites. It’s seriously not an easy thing to do to be honest, which is to keep blogging while keeping at it.

Why didn’t I keep going when I should have?

Why am I even writing this blog post anyways???

I honestly don’t know. Perhaps it’s because I really need to get out there more often.

To keep you guys updated, I’m still trying my very best to keep going with the creations I’ve been trying to keep going with for who knows how long now.

Been bragging about myself ever since February 2016…what have I done?

Sorry if this post was so negative! Just not feeling it right now.

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Haven’t written for so long…

Man I feel so bad for you guys since I have not written for quite a while now. The only way I’ll ever get attention is if I DO keep on going. In fact today was pretty bad mainly because of me having an EXTREME meltdown but it’s been resolved to the point where I can blog again.

I wish I had my own show of some sort because I saw on TV for a second that there’s this famous advocate that speaks to MANY people (1,000s+ IN PERSON) that has his own TV show. I have no idea how he’s gotten up to that point but I know that sometime someday, I will get there.

Not only that but I just remembered a non fiction series that I was writing that I really should continue to write and that’s my series “A Life to Write”. It’s possibly the only series where I DON’T need a copyright for because it’s just a journal of my life basically. If it was a fictional book or a different type of nonfiction, that’s a different story.

But anyways, at least I WILL be back on my feet hopefully because ever since I started to blog again I gained OVER 20 followers (From July 2016 to November 2016)! And that was just from writing blog posts. In fact shout out to someone that followed my blog recently!

Okay enough said. I’m going to see if any blog posts interest me so I can follow them finally…HA!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 1

Chapter 1

10-15-2016

Entry 1

 

All the time. It happens all the time. Why is it that regret never ends with me? I just don’t get it anymore. I mean considering the fact that I’ve done nothing but so many attempts to finish something, nothing awesome has happened. Just the attempt and the regret of what I’ve done.

That ends tonight since I really want to finish something for once. This time every time I write an entry, I will post it onto my blog KDS for the world to see. Of course I may not get as many views or even visitors at the time currently but like they all say,” You’re never too late.”

I’ve always wondered what could happen these days with me. Went to some stores and guess what happened? Crowds. They drive me insane most of the time. Not like insane as in I would run out of the store in a panic like mode but insane as in I start to get flustered with what I’m thinking or doing during the time I’m stuck in one. If I were to be in FRONT of one though, that would be considered a different story.

Who am I? My name is listed in the cover of this journal. Why don’t you look at it and see what my name is? Got it? Okay. Let’s continue as we’re about to enter a journey of nothing but crazy happenings throughout life with autism. Me.

What is life? How did I get through life? What are the benefits of life? One thing I know for sure is one benefit which is the fact that life gives us a chance. An opportunity to grow and see things we’ve never thought possible.

So how did I start of becoming a writer?

It’s pretty simple to be honest. I just love to write! I don’t know why but I just do! There’s just something that happens to speak to me to write about even what’s going on in life. I just don’t know why but it happens. Too bad that as I go on in this journal I won’t be able to see pages of it in physical form because I’m only printing this rough draft ONCE. As in once this ENTIRE journal is complete, edited, and published, I will then print out a hard copy for myself to see how big it’s gotten.

Too bad though that this journal happens to be only one page long as I was typing this section of it. Not only that but I’ve decided to split it into two columns mainly because for some reason I can’t remember, this format makes us read quicker. Still don’t know why but it could be true. I think it also saves some space on the long run as well. Maybe I’m right or wrong. Could be wrong but who knows.

Man I’m really not having it right now. I’m trying so hard to type up this journal but it can be a challenge because of how much energy I’m using right now to just type this up. I really need some kind of crystal to help me get that energy back. It’s not an easy thing to get it back you know.

I’m hearing music from somewhere, basically the low frequencies of it. I think there could be a party going on at my new house somewhere. I really don’t know where though. Couldn’t pin point the exact location. I’m also feeling dehydrated currently because I didn’t drink enough water today.

What is going on with me? I even thought that asking someone out was a challenge but this ongoing problem I’m having now is really getting on my nerves. Man maybe I just need some water and some sleep since it is 9:51 currently.

Okay I think I really should put it to an end right now mainly because I’m starting to become sleepy. Hopefully I will, and I mean I WILL, continue this journal. If I can do it for AT LEAST 150 entries, basically one per day, I will be good.

Hopefully that party over there won’t keep me up all night. And I had to set it back on this journal to one column because of copy and pasting issues that arose just now.

23/500 I’m going to exercise again…seriously!

After thinking long and hard about something, the time has come where I make a tough decision that will really help me with my physical area of life.

I’m going to exercise again mainly because I really not only want to get stronger to lift heavy equipment for being a DJ but also because I want to make sure that I stay fit, healthy, strong, fast, and even improve my life expectancy overall (As in how long I can live for).

This WILL be a very hard process yet again but it IS possible for me to do something that will make me a better person overall.

Hopefully I will be able to keep going, just like I did with my blog for the past few months.

If you guys have any suggestions, please let me know on how I can improve my physical life! I would love to hear what you guys think I should do!

Wish me luck as the quest continues!

Can’t Blog Like Crazy Yet

As I’m preparing for the move to the new house, I’m not sure if I will be able to blog like crazy until at EARLIEST Thursday. It’s because my room alone is very overwhelming to pack and there’s still a TON of packing to do at the old house!

Man this is nothing but stressful! I wish moving wasn’t this hard!

At least the good news is that things will settle once I move to the new house. So with that being said, there WILL be more opportunities to get out into the public, especially at the transitions program I’ll be going to. For now, things are just stressful.

Hopefully you guys get what I mean cause these next couple of days will be the terror of my life possibly. Who knows!

I’ll try my best to keep posting so you guys can see what I’m up to!