You Failed BUT That’s Okay

I am really tired, failing to stay awake for who knows how long at this point. Not only that but I have failed to keep going with my blog posts.

Wait a second. That’s fine.

Wait what? Why did I just say that, especially in the title?

Failing is a part of life. It’s what makes us human as there is no such thing as someone or something that is 100% perfect. If everything were to be perfect then what’s the point in living life then? Turns out that no badness at all means no fun. But of course, too much badness can lead to the opposite of being perfect. Get what I’m saying now?

Let me tell you this: Succeed AND recognize that you failed at the same time! Even I have to realize this harsh truth, basically for the failing part. The only way we can possibly learn is by failing. This very important skill is crucial for how well you will do in life and will also make you have a better lifestyle overall.

Like when I was typing this, I am so tired I’m starting to roll my eyes while this was being typed up. So yeah, I might fail again but you know what? Eventually I WILL pick myself back up and start to do big things once again.

Only this time, those things will be bigger. MUCH bigger!

A Life to Write and UPDATES on stuff!

Hey guys! I’m really sorry that I haven’t be able to keep you guys updated with my journal A Life to Write mainly because I’ve been so busy/lazy that I just didn’t have the time or energy to get going on this journal.

I will try my very best to get back on track for what I’m trying to do as I MIGHT make a book movie based on this journal. I just don’t know yet! Still working on if this will be possible or not!

Also I might as well take a break from Zeon (Again right?) mainly because my creative spirit is starting to drain away from me. Hopefully my spirit for creativity WILL come back since I really want to do something awesome in life, mainly something grand!

Not only that but also be on the lookout for a NEW single coming soon from me that happens to be a remake of one of my best songs Mastermind! However it will ONLY be available on CD Baby since it’s an EXCLUSIVE song!

Wish me luck you guys! Stumping here these days!

Keep Going

I’ve attempted so many times. Too many to count for everything that I’ve tried to do. I even need to start typing slower too because that’s one of the reasons why I tend to give up easily.

But anyways, there’s something important that I must always remember and that is to keep going. Literally keep going no matter what gets in the way. If it’s just writing or even just working on something that will pay off in the long run like a blog for example, don’t stop. Even I myself need to keep saying that so I don’t give up on what I’m doing.

It can be a hard yet challenging process but I really need to get going on what I want to do in life, especially for my series Zeon which could turn into a full blown TV show before you know it. Of course it would be in book form STILL silly me!

But anyways, just keep going and your dreams will someday come true. It is a very hard process even for me but once we keep going, then it will all pay off after going through the sourness before going through the sweetness. Just like the saying from Sour Patch Kids,” First they’re sour. Then they’re sweet.”

JUST KEEP GOING.

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 2

10-16-2016

Entry 2

 

Think of a butterfly. Now think of it as if it’s carrying a kind of mood that I’m feeling. Now think of me catching the butterfly and capturing the moment of how it was feeling. This is exactly what I’ve been trying to do and I thought of it just now: Catching the times I’m always moody. It may sound easy at first but as life goes on it can get very tricky, especially since I’ve been trying to journal while being moody.

This is why I should always journal no matter what mood I’m in. It will reveal what the meaning of a journal is. Without meaning, life is basically pointless. Hard to think about it these days don’t you think?

Now hopefully this week won’t be as bad as I thought it would be for the most part because it’s not starting off good. Can’t seem to get started on some projects or continue with them, including with this album I was working on called Mastermind Reloaded. I just can’t make music anymore. Turns out that it’s just an extra hobby of mine.

The main one though may be writing. I’m not positive yet.

Holy cow! How did I write all of this text in the last couple of minutes? I must be pretty good with journal I say. I just need to remember to keep posting those entries onto my WordPress Blog so the entire world can see what I’ve been trying to do.

Man this is a big pain in the butt because I was keeping track of how may posts I’ve written before hitting 500 posts. I think I need to stop that mainly because all it’s doing is adding up more stress towards my life as I’m already stressed out enough. Luckily though, I still have a chance to keep going through all these obstacles.

Let’s do this then: I’m going to stop putting that number (i.e. 234/500) in my posts because all it’s doing is adding more stress to both me and the blog itself. Instead I will STOP counting how many posts and total views I’ve had since day one of the blog. I really need to stop looking at those stats of mine because all it’s doing is that it’s not making me focus that well in ANYTHING.

Maybe that’s why I’m always worked up for everything. I look at the big picture way too much! Perhaps what I should do is focus on smaller pictures that make up the big one which I hopefully can do. Also as I go on with this journal, I also must not look at the word count too much or I will start to get startled by it. Like as of now, I’m looking at it and it’s distracting me since it’s already at 4 digits.

What is going on with me again? I’m really distracted. Maybe I should take a break for sure now and post the previous entry onto my blog right now!

23/500 I’m going to exercise again…seriously!

After thinking long and hard about something, the time has come where I make a tough decision that will really help me with my physical area of life.

I’m going to exercise again mainly because I really not only want to get stronger to lift heavy equipment for being a DJ but also because I want to make sure that I stay fit, healthy, strong, fast, and even improve my life expectancy overall (As in how long I can live for).

This WILL be a very hard process yet again but it IS possible for me to do something that will make me a better person overall.

Hopefully I will be able to keep going, just like I did with my blog for the past few months.

If you guys have any suggestions, please let me know on how I can improve my physical life! I would love to hear what you guys think I should do!

Wish me luck as the quest continues!

12/500 Planning and Productivity: Two Very Important Factors For Me

My quest continues…

Planning and productivity must get going for me or else things won’t fall into place the way I want it to. Here’s what I did so far: Not only in my last post was where I talked about the missing piece in my life that was found but also last night, I started a new planner.

Here’s the catch: This planner I’m doing is a custom made one! A DIY one in fact! All I needed was this notebook I got in August and a pencil. Now I’m chucking away with what I’m doing for this new thing.

As far as my productivity goes, It’s good but not great. I’m hoping that this productiveness I’m trying to do WILL start to ignite one day. I guess it will only happen if I were to keep going and all that.

I’ve always wondered though…what is the longest blog post ever written? Or even better for me to say, has anyone ever reached thousands to TENS OF THOUSANDS of blog posts throughout their lifetime??? I really want to know!

The Challenge Continues Yet Begins Again!

This is going to be much harder than I thought while it will still be easy I hope.

The goal to writing 500 POSTS in 100 days is on!

I said this in a previous post I made but I’ll say it again. The way this challenge will be done is where everyday starting today for 100 days, I make 5 posts each and everyday till I hit post 500 on the hundredth day.

Sounds crazy doesn’t it? Might as well write an entire book while I’m at it!

But the reason why I would want to do something like this is because of the fact that I’m trying so hard to get out of the box while increasing my productivity. It happens to be a very tough challenge, and believe me it is, but the biggest advantage is that I will be boosting my traffic significantly! There’s myths out there saying that if you blog regularly, your traffic WILL skyrocket.

Want to do this challenge yourself? Simple. Just blog 5 times a day for 100 days and you’ll be up to 500 posts in no time! Not saying that this is easy cause believe me it isn’t but it is as long as you have ideas for what you want to write about!

What is the craziest challenge you’ve ever done for a blog? Name anything you like!

ULTIMATE BLOG CHALLENGE: 500 Posts

I’ve been having thoughts about something that I wanted to do for a long time. That was to do a challenge where everyday for 100 days, I would write 5 blog posts. By the end of this challenge, I would have a total of 500 BLOG POSTS!

I know that a challenge like this is definitely possible to achieve. It was literally going to be 1,000 posts in 100 days, basically 10 per day. THAT would not be possible for me because of how much time I would have each and every day.

I’m also noticing that my typing skills have gotten really good ever since the blog here started. HA! Now what I need to do is starting today, the challenge begins! Thank goodness that WordPress has a thing where you can track how many posts you’ve done in one day!

But if I’m going to do this challenge, I MUST start talking about things that I usually don’t talk about, like stuff with news or even stuff with sports for instance. That’s why I created all of these categories for my site!

Also when I do a challenge like this, my traffic WILL skyrocket because of all the posts I’ve been doing! Hopefully that WILL happen!

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How To Use Your Abilities To Stand Out

A very unusual blog post I’m writing this time am I now?

I want to share with you guys, as if I was writing for the Millionaire’s Digest, about how you can use your abilities to stand out of the crowd, like blogging for example.

First thing to do something like this is to actually USE this ability that you have. If you’re really good at something, use it and keep going with it! Like to write books but don’t know where to begin? Find ways to make yourself get an idea! Want to become a millionaire but don’t know how? Okay maybe that one was a little off topic.

Secondly, do some hobbies that you absolutely enjoy doing. What I enjoy doing is writing, making music, and even blogging along with exercising. That’s already four things there! But the ones that happen to stick out the most for me is the blogging and the writing hobbies. How do I keep going though with these so called “talents” that I have?

It’s because I enjoy doing what I’m doing in those hobbies.

Which is why I would like to share with you guys the fact where you should keep going with something that you never thought possible. I know it can be easy or very tricky to keep going with something but when you do every single day, it all ADDS UP! Like my blog for example because I currently have a total of over 110 POSTS and counting. That’s 5 figures of words right there that I’ve written since day one!

I’m only starting out thought since I’ve been on my blog for only a total of half a year. But I AM growing believe it or not!

If you enjoyed reading this post and want to know more about me, follow my blog to get the latest updates about my creations that I’m creating! Also be sure to follow me on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and even Subscribe to my YouTube Channel KDS Official!

And you know what the greatest thing about this post is? It was written by someone with autism, me basically.

Man I should do more posts like this. But anyways happy creating thanks to your abilities!

So Many So Called “Start Overs”

Man I’ve been not having it for who knows how long now.

I’ve been trying again and again and doing it over again and again for some of my projects I’ve been working on. All I can say is that the recipe for disaster is just waiting to happen even though it may have already happened to be honest.

I don’t know how many attempts I’ve made to get going with some projects that failed or nearly failed on me. Perhaps I’ve made too many to count! But in all seriousness it has all come down to this: The MAIN typed up journal I will be working on now will happen to be called “Blog of Difference”, which is what I’ve been doing all along. Journaling about my life experiences without me knowing that I’ve already done it.

I’m hoping that this nonfiction series will, I mean WILL become successful because this will be the biggest pain in the neck to do the first book for this. If I can’t do this, who knows if I’ll ever be able to keep going with, well, anything!

I still even need to write my articles for the Millionaire’s Digest Magazine. Opps!