NEW SONG IS COMING.

Wow I really didn’t write a single post for who knows how long at this point.

It’s been one tough process since I haven’t been doing much for the past month. What I will do is try to keep going with my stuff once again. Zeon however is starting to fall apart. Like they all say,” One legend ends BUT another begins.” What I mean by that is not because it’s a quote I just made up…

It’s also because a NEW series will take over.

The series will be revealed to you guys starting in January 2017. I’ll give you a hint though: It DOES take place on Earth this time even though it’s still fictional!

Anyways back to the new song I was talking about. It’s the 2016 Edit of Mastermind from the Mastermind Album! It’s currently being sent to CD Baby right now as I speak (Of course I uploaded and submitted it yesterday duh!). It will hopefully be available to download by today or the weekend. Just give it time.

Also remember that this song and all my other songs from this point on will be available on CD Baby ONLY not only because they are exclusive but also because I don’t have the budget needed to pay for getting at least the standard version (This applies for EACH single AND album). At least for now I don’t. Hopefully I will in the future!

Anyways, wish me luck as I’m going to really try my hardest to do something right this time!

MASTERMIND (2016 EDIT) AVAILABLE FOR $1.49.

I wish something would happen…

Very suckish…

Wish something would happen right now. As if a miracle would happen currently but of course that ain’t happening.

All those times I could’ve blogged on my blog. Really must remember that every post I write would be shared automatically to my four other social media sites. It’s seriously not an easy thing to do to be honest, which is to keep blogging while keeping at it.

Why didn’t I keep going when I should have?

Why am I even writing this blog post anyways???

I honestly don’t know. Perhaps it’s because I really need to get out there more often.

To keep you guys updated, I’m still trying my very best to keep going with the creations I’ve been trying to keep going with for who knows how long now.

Been bragging about myself ever since February 2016…what have I done?

Sorry if this post was so negative! Just not feeling it right now.

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 4

10-20-2016

Entry 4

 

Today should be interesting since I’m going to the circus for the first time ever in my life. Only problem is that I might not enjoy it but heck with it! I’m going to see what it really is like there since it is an opportunity for me after all, maybe even with meeting someone new there too.

Last night was literally my worst nightmare as for the first time ever, I felt like as if I was garbage, waiting to be drifted away. In fact, I was the most upset ever since for a while during that time yesterday. Literally felt like that things weren’t going to get better. But you know what happened? Even though I released some of that pain I was having to one of my friends, she actually was ABLE to handle it, one of the few people I’ve ever met where they did know what to do. Those kinds of people are very rare because most people wouldn’t know what to do when I become someone like that. All they would do is make the problem worse by spreading it to others in a concerning way.

I wish my life wasn’t like that but at least I’m more careful now these days.

The big question still remains: What will get my happiness back AND balanced? It may seem like it’s there now, which it is don’t get me wrong! But is it balanced? Currently it’s not. I wish it was so I can keep going with even this journal of mine but things just get too hard these days sometimes. At least I don’t give up on what I’m doing that’s for sure!

I need to stop. Kind of hungry now!

A Life to Write and UPDATES on stuff!

Hey guys! I’m really sorry that I haven’t be able to keep you guys updated with my journal A Life to Write mainly because I’ve been so busy/lazy that I just didn’t have the time or energy to get going on this journal.

I will try my very best to get back on track for what I’m trying to do as I MIGHT make a book movie based on this journal. I just don’t know yet! Still working on if this will be possible or not!

Also I might as well take a break from Zeon (Again right?) mainly because my creative spirit is starting to drain away from me. Hopefully my spirit for creativity WILL come back since I really want to do something awesome in life, mainly something grand!

Not only that but also be on the lookout for a NEW single coming soon from me that happens to be a remake of one of my best songs Mastermind! However it will ONLY be available on CD Baby since it’s an EXCLUSIVE song!

Wish me luck you guys! Stumping here these days!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 1

Chapter 1

10-15-2016

Entry 1

 

All the time. It happens all the time. Why is it that regret never ends with me? I just don’t get it anymore. I mean considering the fact that I’ve done nothing but so many attempts to finish something, nothing awesome has happened. Just the attempt and the regret of what I’ve done.

That ends tonight since I really want to finish something for once. This time every time I write an entry, I will post it onto my blog KDS for the world to see. Of course I may not get as many views or even visitors at the time currently but like they all say,” You’re never too late.”

I’ve always wondered what could happen these days with me. Went to some stores and guess what happened? Crowds. They drive me insane most of the time. Not like insane as in I would run out of the store in a panic like mode but insane as in I start to get flustered with what I’m thinking or doing during the time I’m stuck in one. If I were to be in FRONT of one though, that would be considered a different story.

Who am I? My name is listed in the cover of this journal. Why don’t you look at it and see what my name is? Got it? Okay. Let’s continue as we’re about to enter a journey of nothing but crazy happenings throughout life with autism. Me.

What is life? How did I get through life? What are the benefits of life? One thing I know for sure is one benefit which is the fact that life gives us a chance. An opportunity to grow and see things we’ve never thought possible.

So how did I start of becoming a writer?

It’s pretty simple to be honest. I just love to write! I don’t know why but I just do! There’s just something that happens to speak to me to write about even what’s going on in life. I just don’t know why but it happens. Too bad that as I go on in this journal I won’t be able to see pages of it in physical form because I’m only printing this rough draft ONCE. As in once this ENTIRE journal is complete, edited, and published, I will then print out a hard copy for myself to see how big it’s gotten.

Too bad though that this journal happens to be only one page long as I was typing this section of it. Not only that but I’ve decided to split it into two columns mainly because for some reason I can’t remember, this format makes us read quicker. Still don’t know why but it could be true. I think it also saves some space on the long run as well. Maybe I’m right or wrong. Could be wrong but who knows.

Man I’m really not having it right now. I’m trying so hard to type up this journal but it can be a challenge because of how much energy I’m using right now to just type this up. I really need some kind of crystal to help me get that energy back. It’s not an easy thing to get it back you know.

I’m hearing music from somewhere, basically the low frequencies of it. I think there could be a party going on at my new house somewhere. I really don’t know where though. Couldn’t pin point the exact location. I’m also feeling dehydrated currently because I didn’t drink enough water today.

What is going on with me? I even thought that asking someone out was a challenge but this ongoing problem I’m having now is really getting on my nerves. Man maybe I just need some water and some sleep since it is 9:51 currently.

Okay I think I really should put it to an end right now mainly because I’m starting to become sleepy. Hopefully I will, and I mean I WILL, continue this journal. If I can do it for AT LEAST 150 entries, basically one per day, I will be good.

Hopefully that party over there won’t keep me up all night. And I had to set it back on this journal to one column because of copy and pasting issues that arose just now.

23/500 I’m going to exercise again…seriously!

After thinking long and hard about something, the time has come where I make a tough decision that will really help me with my physical area of life.

I’m going to exercise again mainly because I really not only want to get stronger to lift heavy equipment for being a DJ but also because I want to make sure that I stay fit, healthy, strong, fast, and even improve my life expectancy overall (As in how long I can live for).

This WILL be a very hard process yet again but it IS possible for me to do something that will make me a better person overall.

Hopefully I will be able to keep going, just like I did with my blog for the past few months.

If you guys have any suggestions, please let me know on how I can improve my physical life! I would love to hear what you guys think I should do!

Wish me luck as the quest continues!

19/500 NEW YouTube Video Coming Today!

Alright guys!

So I know I haven’t posted anything for a while but I just discovered all of the exposure I’ve been getting for who knows how long. In fact on The Millionaire’s Digest I’ve recently discovered that I’ve gotten 500+ LIKES. I’m like what???

Then again I did always see that a 100+ likes was there on each post I’ve written.

But anyways, a NEW YouTube Video WILL come today and it will be talking about all the things I’ve been trying so hard to do ever since my absence on there. I’m also hoping to make videos once again since they could be the ticket to not only my blog but EVERYTHING I’m doing too!

What I’m also trying to do is set certain days of the week when a new video will come but for now the times will be random. I just don’t have time sometimes you know!

Let’s see where today takes me for now!