Haven’t written for so long…

Man I feel so bad for you guys since I have not written for quite a while now. The only way I’ll ever get attention is if I DO keep on going. In fact today was pretty bad mainly because of me having an EXTREME meltdown but it’s been resolved to the point where I can blog again.

I wish I had my own show of some sort because I saw on TV for a second that there’s this famous advocate that speaks to MANY people (1,000s+ IN PERSON) that has his own TV show. I have no idea how he’s gotten up to that point but I know that sometime someday, I will get there.

Not only that but I just remembered a non fiction series that I was writing that I really should continue to write and that’s my series “A Life to Write”. It’s possibly the only series where I DON’T need a copyright for because it’s just a journal of my life basically. If it was a fictional book or a different type of nonfiction, that’s a different story.

But anyways, at least I WILL be back on my feet hopefully because ever since I started to blog again I gained OVER 20 followers (From July 2016 to November 2016)! And that was just from writing blog posts. In fact shout out to someone that followed my blog recently!

Okay enough said. I’m going to see if any blog posts interest me so I can follow them finally…HA!

Keep Going

I’ve attempted so many times. Too many to count for everything that I’ve tried to do. I even need to start typing slower too because that’s one of the reasons why I tend to give up easily.

But anyways, there’s something important that I must always remember and that is to keep going. Literally keep going no matter what gets in the way. If it’s just writing or even just working on something that will pay off in the long run like a blog for example, don’t stop. Even I myself need to keep saying that so I don’t give up on what I’m doing.

It can be a hard yet challenging process but I really need to get going on what I want to do in life, especially for my series Zeon which could turn into a full blown TV show before you know it. Of course it would be in book form STILL silly me!

But anyways, just keep going and your dreams will someday come true. It is a very hard process even for me but once we keep going, then it will all pay off after going through the sourness before going through the sweetness. Just like the saying from Sour Patch Kids,” First they’re sour. Then they’re sweet.”

JUST KEEP GOING.

I discovered WHAT??? Zodiac Sign Describes KDS COMPLETELY

Wow is all I can say because I was looking at my zodiac sign for my birthday thanks to a friend and let me tell you that it was pretty much accurate for describing who I am. I happened to be Aries. Better remember that now that’s for sure!

What I found out about this sign is that Aries happens to be in a rhythmic existence. What I also found out is that it is full of creativity, one of the career choices is writing, and I even saw that I like to be the CENTER FOR ATTENTION! How crazy is that???

Now since I know what my Zodiac sign is thanks to my friend, I can now unlock possibly the secrets to discover who I am and even who my soulmate could be too! It looks like I’ve been given a key to opening the gates that will lead to a new realm.

Even though last night was extremely difficult for me, I still got through it. The only thing I can hope for now as I continue on through life is to see where luck REALLY is.

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 3

10-17-2016

Entry 3

 

At my college right now and let me tell you that the Wi-Fi at this campus sucks! I can’t even get onto my blog just to reply to a comment I’ve gotten on a post. What is going on here?

But anyways I’m on a mission. There was someone I asked out a couple of weeks ago and for the first time ever, the response was POSITIVE. Something like that is so rare for that kind of moment to happen. However, there’s a problem that keeps repeating in my head: I wanted someone for so long but did I ask her out because I was desperate or did I really mean it? I guess time is the only way to tell if she was the one or not. We do have some things in common, including with music though. I’m just stumped.

Oh yeah! I just remembered something! There’s at least one table in the cafeteria I’m in that is always so noisy. Well for the most part there’s that one table but I don’t think the people that are loud are here today. Good thing I’m one of the few percent that happens to be a special gem.

Maybe I didn’t mean myself like that but you get what I mean! I could be special after all!

I wonder when some of my friends will be coming today. I didn’t see any in the cafeteria yet but hopefully they will come, including the person I asked out. I also just remembered that there is something called an Open Mic Night that’s this Wednesday! I’m definitely doing it so I can show people some of my potential cause let me tell you that I really do have it for the most part. Even though I did fail one time at a different campus when I performed, that doesn’t stop me!

I’ve typed a lot so I’m going to break it here. More to come later today I hope!

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 1

Chapter 1

10-15-2016

Entry 1

 

All the time. It happens all the time. Why is it that regret never ends with me? I just don’t get it anymore. I mean considering the fact that I’ve done nothing but so many attempts to finish something, nothing awesome has happened. Just the attempt and the regret of what I’ve done.

That ends tonight since I really want to finish something for once. This time every time I write an entry, I will post it onto my blog KDS for the world to see. Of course I may not get as many views or even visitors at the time currently but like they all say,” You’re never too late.”

I’ve always wondered what could happen these days with me. Went to some stores and guess what happened? Crowds. They drive me insane most of the time. Not like insane as in I would run out of the store in a panic like mode but insane as in I start to get flustered with what I’m thinking or doing during the time I’m stuck in one. If I were to be in FRONT of one though, that would be considered a different story.

Who am I? My name is listed in the cover of this journal. Why don’t you look at it and see what my name is? Got it? Okay. Let’s continue as we’re about to enter a journey of nothing but crazy happenings throughout life with autism. Me.

What is life? How did I get through life? What are the benefits of life? One thing I know for sure is one benefit which is the fact that life gives us a chance. An opportunity to grow and see things we’ve never thought possible.

So how did I start of becoming a writer?

It’s pretty simple to be honest. I just love to write! I don’t know why but I just do! There’s just something that happens to speak to me to write about even what’s going on in life. I just don’t know why but it happens. Too bad that as I go on in this journal I won’t be able to see pages of it in physical form because I’m only printing this rough draft ONCE. As in once this ENTIRE journal is complete, edited, and published, I will then print out a hard copy for myself to see how big it’s gotten.

Too bad though that this journal happens to be only one page long as I was typing this section of it. Not only that but I’ve decided to split it into two columns mainly because for some reason I can’t remember, this format makes us read quicker. Still don’t know why but it could be true. I think it also saves some space on the long run as well. Maybe I’m right or wrong. Could be wrong but who knows.

Man I’m really not having it right now. I’m trying so hard to type up this journal but it can be a challenge because of how much energy I’m using right now to just type this up. I really need some kind of crystal to help me get that energy back. It’s not an easy thing to get it back you know.

I’m hearing music from somewhere, basically the low frequencies of it. I think there could be a party going on at my new house somewhere. I really don’t know where though. Couldn’t pin point the exact location. I’m also feeling dehydrated currently because I didn’t drink enough water today.

What is going on with me? I even thought that asking someone out was a challenge but this ongoing problem I’m having now is really getting on my nerves. Man maybe I just need some water and some sleep since it is 9:51 currently.

Okay I think I really should put it to an end right now mainly because I’m starting to become sleepy. Hopefully I will, and I mean I WILL, continue this journal. If I can do it for AT LEAST 150 entries, basically one per day, I will be good.

Hopefully that party over there won’t keep me up all night. And I had to set it back on this journal to one column because of copy and pasting issues that arose just now.

23/500 I’m going to exercise again…seriously!

After thinking long and hard about something, the time has come where I make a tough decision that will really help me with my physical area of life.

I’m going to exercise again mainly because I really not only want to get stronger to lift heavy equipment for being a DJ but also because I want to make sure that I stay fit, healthy, strong, fast, and even improve my life expectancy overall (As in how long I can live for).

This WILL be a very hard process yet again but it IS possible for me to do something that will make me a better person overall.

Hopefully I will be able to keep going, just like I did with my blog for the past few months.

If you guys have any suggestions, please let me know on how I can improve my physical life! I would love to hear what you guys think I should do!

Wish me luck as the quest continues!

22/500 Mastermind Reloaded is BACK!

Okay so here’s my plan for the next few weeks in hopes that I will get this done!

What will happen is that I will start to finish the other few songs that will be included in my upcoming music album MASTERMIND RELOADED. It is kind of sucky that I can only do the mastermind reloaded album mainly because they are protected with my copyright.

If ALL my songs had copyright protection too then I would definitely release TWO albums! But I can’t because of that. It’s so expensive to copyright my stuff you know!

That being said, the time is now where I start to show you guys what I’ve done in this album and how awesome my skills have become in making music. I’m telling you that I could be a musical genius possibly!

This album has 11 songs in it and some will be available in ALBUM ONLY.

***THIS WILL ONLY BE AVAILABLE ON CD BABY AS OF LATE 2016.***

MASTERMIND RELOADED. Full album available for $9.99 soon.

20/500 Life In A Book: What’s YOUR Story?

I want to ask you guys something that happens to be an usual question.

If your life were to be a book, what would it be called and what would it be about?

I’m wondering who would actually see this post even because everyone’s life happens to be a story before you know it. It’s hard to get the entire story in however IT IS possible to write about part of it!

If you came up with a title and what it would be about, please feel free to comment what it would happen to be!

Also shoutout to my two new followers that started to follow me today!

19/500 NEW YouTube Video Coming Today!

Alright guys!

So I know I haven’t posted anything for a while but I just discovered all of the exposure I’ve been getting for who knows how long. In fact on The Millionaire’s Digest I’ve recently discovered that I’ve gotten 500+ LIKES. I’m like what???

Then again I did always see that a 100+ likes was there on each post I’ve written.

But anyways, a NEW YouTube Video WILL come today and it will be talking about all the things I’ve been trying so hard to do ever since my absence on there. I’m also hoping to make videos once again since they could be the ticket to not only my blog but EVERYTHING I’m doing too!

What I’m also trying to do is set certain days of the week when a new video will come but for now the times will be random. I just don’t have time sometimes you know!

Let’s see where today takes me for now!

18/500 Motivation back! YouTube videos coming soon!

Hey guys!

So here’s what happened today: I found one of my friends YouTube channels and you would not believe how many videos he had. There were like 500 PLUS.

Not only that but top it off with 100,000+ video views in total and 200+ subscribers.

Now THAT is something I wish I could do!

The problem is that if I try to make videos again, that means that I will need to get some serious skills going, as in making the actual videos ALONG with a NEW intro for my channel!

I also need to be careful what I put inside my channel mainly because if for say I put a popular song into one of my videos, copyright will come into play.

Hopefully I WILL be able to keep making videos once again because let me tell you that YouTube is really the place where stuff happens, including with traffic. That is the place!

Let’s see if today I can be able to make a new video explaining what’s been going on with me!