I wish something would happen…

Very suckish…

Wish something would happen right now. As if a miracle would happen currently but of course that ain’t happening.

All those times I could’ve blogged on my blog. Really must remember that every post I write would be shared automatically to my four other social media sites. It’s seriously not an easy thing to do to be honest, which is to keep blogging while keeping at it.

Why didn’t I keep going when I should have?

Why am I even writing this blog post anyways???

I honestly don’t know. Perhaps it’s because I really need to get out there more often.

To keep you guys updated, I’m still trying my very best to keep going with the creations I’ve been trying to keep going with for who knows how long now.

Been bragging about myself ever since February 2016…what have I done?

Sorry if this post was so negative! Just not feeling it right now.

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Just Starting Off…Again…

Wow this piece of writing I’ve done yesterday took me about 30 MINUTES!

The heck? Why would it take me so long…? Well it’s probably because I’ve been not handwriting for some time and the fact that I kind of suck at endurance for writing by hand. Just need to try harder that’s for sure!

I’m also having trouble with music these days too so I think I’m going to concentrate on what I do best which is everything else not related to making music. As I’m typing this up, I think my typing has gotten faster! I don’t know yet but who knows!

I’m going to try my very best to keep up with this handwritten journal of mine and of course A Life to Write as well! To top things off I STILL need to get going on my other creations I’m currently working on too! Man I’m busy…HA!

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A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 5

11-8-2016

Entry 5

 

What was I thinking? Not journal for some time and here I am typing away? What was going on with me? Falling behind on everything. Not again!

 

It’s been a couple of hours now since I last wrote in my journal A Life to Write and my brain is fried from doing all of this math. Yes. I’m in a math class that couldn’t get any harder than this since I’m average in that class currently. I’m hoping that the test retake I’m going to do will happen to be a better grade than what happened before which was where I happen to be border line failing. It was something like a D- or something but I know I can do better than that!

I’m also hoping to meet up with this friend of mine at 2PM as well. This friend is from my math class BUT I just remembered that she has a class at 2:30PM! No! How could I forget that? Can’t believe myself. And I thought a movie about my life told in a strange way was going to work but apparently not!

Frustrated and frustrated with everything. Have got to meet more new people these days. Only problem with doing that is my confidence along with me making the first move. Very hard these days. Too hard to even describe how I feel when I try to do stuff like that.

Yeah I’m too frustrated currently so I’ll stop journaling for now.

Hopefully nothing bad will happen in the future as I’ve already been through enough.

A LIFE TO WRITE CHAPTER 1 ENTRY 4

10-20-2016

Entry 4

 

Today should be interesting since I’m going to the circus for the first time ever in my life. Only problem is that I might not enjoy it but heck with it! I’m going to see what it really is like there since it is an opportunity for me after all, maybe even with meeting someone new there too.

Last night was literally my worst nightmare as for the first time ever, I felt like as if I was garbage, waiting to be drifted away. In fact, I was the most upset ever since for a while during that time yesterday. Literally felt like that things weren’t going to get better. But you know what happened? Even though I released some of that pain I was having to one of my friends, she actually was ABLE to handle it, one of the few people I’ve ever met where they did know what to do. Those kinds of people are very rare because most people wouldn’t know what to do when I become someone like that. All they would do is make the problem worse by spreading it to others in a concerning way.

I wish my life wasn’t like that but at least I’m more careful now these days.

The big question still remains: What will get my happiness back AND balanced? It may seem like it’s there now, which it is don’t get me wrong! But is it balanced? Currently it’s not. I wish it was so I can keep going with even this journal of mine but things just get too hard these days sometimes. At least I don’t give up on what I’m doing that’s for sure!

I need to stop. Kind of hungry now!

A Life to Write and UPDATES on stuff!

Hey guys! I’m really sorry that I haven’t be able to keep you guys updated with my journal A Life to Write mainly because I’ve been so busy/lazy that I just didn’t have the time or energy to get going on this journal.

I will try my very best to get back on track for what I’m trying to do as I MIGHT make a book movie based on this journal. I just don’t know yet! Still working on if this will be possible or not!

Also I might as well take a break from Zeon (Again right?) mainly because my creative spirit is starting to drain away from me. Hopefully my spirit for creativity WILL come back since I really want to do something awesome in life, mainly something grand!

Not only that but also be on the lookout for a NEW single coming soon from me that happens to be a remake of one of my best songs Mastermind! However it will ONLY be available on CD Baby since it’s an EXCLUSIVE song!

Wish me luck you guys! Stumping here these days!

Haven’t written for so long…

Man I feel so bad for you guys since I have not written for quite a while now. The only way I’ll ever get attention is if I DO keep on going. In fact today was pretty bad mainly because of me having an EXTREME meltdown but it’s been resolved to the point where I can blog again.

I wish I had my own show of some sort because I saw on TV for a second that there’s this famous advocate that speaks to MANY people (1,000s+ IN PERSON) that has his own TV show. I have no idea how he’s gotten up to that point but I know that sometime someday, I will get there.

Not only that but I just remembered a non fiction series that I was writing that I really should continue to write and that’s my series “A Life to Write”. It’s possibly the only series where I DON’T need a copyright for because it’s just a journal of my life basically. If it was a fictional book or a different type of nonfiction, that’s a different story.

But anyways, at least I WILL be back on my feet hopefully because ever since I started to blog again I gained OVER 20 followers (From July 2016 to November 2016)! And that was just from writing blog posts. In fact shout out to someone that followed my blog recently!

Okay enough said. I’m going to see if any blog posts interest me so I can follow them finally…HA!

ZEON: THE SERIES (A GRAND KDS Creation)

What’s up guys? You are looking at a picture that happens to be the OFFICIAL logo for my fictional series ZEON!

The reason why I decided to write this series for who knows how long now is because it is not only to explore how crazy my imagination can get but also because I want to do something in life that will not only inspire myself but inspire others too.

The way this series will work is like a TV show so don’t expect all the books in this series to be novel length. They will most likely be about 20,000-35,000 words each so it’s still being determined. But what about the so called ZEONIC EPICS? THAT right there is a TBA as I’m still working on getting the first book done.

If you want to find out what the so called Zeonic Epics are, follow my blog and stay informed! The only way I will reveal to you guys what those epics would be is only if I keep getting requests from you guys to know what they are! BUT if I do reach to the end of the first volume, then I will reveal what they are!

All depends on what will happen in the future!

ZEON: THE SERIES. First book coming soon!

***AVAILABLE IN EBOOK FORMAT ONLY.***