Interesting…

I know the title sounds very vague. But guess what? The title I choose for this post is like that because that’s the very first comment EVER on YouTube in a YouTube video!

You know what else is interesting? All this time I’ve been blogging and I reached up to 100+ posts! Man I should edit the “about page” for my site! Another thing is that the biggest creation I’ve ever done was an OLD version of Zeon which happened to be up to 20,000+ words!

Sadly though, that version didn’t work out because of plot failure. At least it wasn’t a crud shoot or whatever you call it!

But anyways if you find my posts interesting, be sure to follow me and to like and comment on my posts!

Let’s see if we can keep on adding up the stats on this blog!

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A Motivational Speech from Someone with Autism

We all have our tough times. I happened to go through a heck amount of them. I was looking through my Facebook news feed for a moment and something hit me. It was as if I finally wanted to do something where people can finally see who I am. To get exposed. To get known. To reveal even the craziness of me. To get out of the box. To get out there and be myself. Most importantly though: to attempt, to try, and to believe. I never knew that a moment would hit me like this. I was always hoping for something to happen that would spark something in my life. Apparently, it’s happening as this status was written, where I was feeling a little different than usual. So I guess you can say that I’m NOT a freak but rather a history maker, a friend, a blogger, a musician, a writer, and most importantly a warrior. Who am I though? I’m someone with autism that will eventually make history and to inspire others to keep going with their dreams. Not only for others but for myself too. I know that I can change something for the better in my life if I wanted to and I WILL. I know I will. If you’re still reading this, good for you because you’re getting inspired by someone with autism. With all being said, there’s only one thing I want to say now: I’LL MAKE AN ATTEMPT FOR THE BETTER.

-Written by the creator of KDS

Identity Revealed: KDS and the Two Sides

WRITTEN ON AUGUST 11th, 2016

Do you ever get a feeling where you’ve done something so repetitively that you just can’t take it and become so frustrated? This is exactly what I’m feeling right now, but at a kind of extreme scale. I just don’t know how else I can be able to withstand life itself anymore. It’s bad enough that we had to move from one house to another but let me tell you this: It’s not getting better.

As I was typing my possible 100th post on WordPress, I was feeling that everything just wasn’t working for me anymore. I’ve tired everything to stay happy but of course something ALWAYS has to ruin it. I just don’t get it anymore. Why is it that everything bad has to happen to me when I’m already stressed, tired, exhausted, unhappy, sad, angry, and even hateful enough? I just don’t get it anymore.

It was bad enough that I wanted a girlfriend so badly in my life but there’s so no way I’m getting one for a long time, perhaps ever. It’s because everyone just doesn’t want to help me or even think that I DO exist. It just doesn’t make any sense. It used to when I was a kid where everything was free of stress and all those other feelings described in this post. Now a days, things have been so much more complicated.

There is only one thing I wish could happen now. It is a miracle. A miracle where I finally get what I always wanted: that significant other even though something tells me that I don’t need one yet but look at how lonely I’ve become. I don’t have as many, if all, friends that I used to have when I was younger. I didn’t need to worry about my autism as much back then. I didn’t even need to worry about meeting other people as well.

But you know what? Here’s an upside for this post: These days, I tend to become a social butterfly. I have much more confidence to speak publicly than before. My talents have gotten so much better than when I was a kid. I even have made 100 posts and counting on my blog KDS.

There are some things that I DO have that happen to be bright. Music, writing, even being an advocate for autism are all things that happen to be on the bright side. Maybe what’s happening is that I’m thinking about too many dark things in life itself. Perhaps I should replace it with the positive. The question is how?

I honestly wouldn’t know the answer to this question as described above but I KNOW it is possible. It will probably take time.

And do you know when I wrote this post but haven’t posted it till post 100? It’s when I was assembling the rest of my trampoline but gotten so frustrated that I was reminded of how sucky life was for me. But you know what? My happiness WILL come back hopefully.

My name is Kalin and there’s still hope left for me to turn the tables around. Darkness is nothing but a big bully. I say…

LET’S GET RID OF THIS BULLY.

3 is a Magic Number for my Views…

It’s so weird every time I make a post because I feel like that every time I make one, I happen to get an instant 3 views, which is good don’t get me wrong! I wonder who those three are.

What I’m going to do since this is the last ever post number containing double digits is that the new category WILL come today since I’ll be having triple digits of my total posts from this point on!

Hopefully you guys will enjoy this category. And for my previous post I know I might’ve gotten a little personal there but hopefully you guys get me because all these things I’m doing in life can be very stressful you know!

Be prepared as the first post of truth is coming today!

Smoother? I don’t know.

Things are starting to settle for now.

My move is almost complete but I’m not sure what I’ll do when the pod gets transported from the old house to the new house. I also remembered that after this post I only have TWO posts left before my 100th post! How cool is that?

If you enjoy reading my blog, be sure to follow me and like my posts along with viewing as many posts as you can that were made by me! Everything you guys do WILL add up so be sure to keep it up!

I also managed to reach 10,000+ video views on my YouTube Channel KDS Official as well! I think I might make a special video to celebrate but I’m not sure yet.

I’m hoping that I’ll be able to start doing big things in the future. Autism is a true challenge for me and possibly everyone affected by it too. Can I overcome it though? YES.

Won’t make the goal but will keep going!

It looks like that I was a little too ambitious again today.

I won’t be able to make it to 10+ posts in one day. It’s probably because I’m having some trouble getting my words out of my head into reality. The good news though is that I happen to be getting a little more attention than most days.

As of right now, I really should journal inside this typed journal that I’m currently working on. Hopefully things will flow better once I get going with everything, especially since in less than two weeks the school year starts again.

Once school starts though, it will be time for me to start making history!

I’m hoping that I will have enough confidence to even say hi to some new people too!

The Goal for 10+ Posts!

Again! I haven’t posting that much! BUT I’m going to see if I can make TEN POSTS OR MORE today so I can finally get more known to you guys! I’ve been kind of busy and haven’t had time to blog for who knows how long now! Hopefully this doesn’t happen again!

The way this will work is that I will post something in each category, including the very powerful category which will come on post 100! If you guys enjoy this kind of challenge that I’m doing, try it for yourself and see what happens!

I’m SERIOUSLY going to try and see if I can get 10+ posts going today so you guys can see what I’m trying to do! I may even start another category as well called “Dreams” since I talk about them A LOT!

If you guys absolutely love my posts, be sure to check out as many posts from me as you can because by doing that, you’ll add up the views on my stats! Remember as well that every post you see comes from the mind of someone with autism!

Wish me luck on this breathtaking challenge!